Pınar

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about

This album is a result of many brainstorming sessions and sleepless nights. Every song has its own tale. The idea of recording guitars and bass was Barış Gökçer Akbay's idea and recording male vocals on "Saudade" seemed to be appropriate after hearing Bora Ergin's contribution to the song. Many thanks to Barış Gökçer Akbay and Bora Ergin for their contributions to this release. Without them, it wouldn't have been complete.

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released March 1, 2016

Written and Produced by Pınar Akbay
Guitar and Bass by Barış Gökçer Akbay
Back vocals on "Saudade" by Bora Ergin

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Pınar Istanbul, Turkey

Pınar was born in Istanbul, Turkey. She released digital albums under different aliases.
She writes about life and emotions in general which she tends to keep raw and dark.

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Track Name: Heart Killer
You're the breath I take
You're the love I embrace
You're the life keeps warm
You're the world makes me whole

Hold me when I am cold
Make me smile when I'm sad
You're the reason I exist
You're the reason I resist

You're the breath I take
You're the love I embrace
You're the life keeps warm
You're the world makes me whole

Hold me when I am cold
Make me smile when I'm sad
You're the reason I exist
You're the reason I resist

The day you hurt me
The night you left me
All alone with my agony

The day your eyes killed me
The night your smile left me
All alone with my cold body

Killed me
Killed me...

My soul is lonely now
My heart is empty now
Track Name: Light As Rain
The end is far
My fear is so loud
I can't see you through the window of my fragile heart

The end like war
Alone I moan
My silent scream's unheard tone has flown to a void zone

The end is far
My fear is so loud
I can't see you through the window of my fragile heart

The far away land slips from my hand
Light as rain
Drives me insane

Light as rain...

Your absence is my sentence
Need your guidance
Feel my presence
And my silence is my violence
Need your essence
Rid your distance

Your absence is my sentence
Need your guidance
Feel my presence
And my silence is my violence
Need your essence
Rid your distance
Track Name: Saudade
Have you ever seen a butterfly
Fly by your heart
Have you ever felt
Your insides ache
Because of the pain you hide

Long lost love
Forgotten
Hopeless
Hide and seek
Where are you
Young love

Long lost love
Have you ever seen a butterfly
Lost love
Track Name: Misled
Pieces of a broken breed
Surpass me, I can't breathe
Thrown away, my eyes bleed
Why would you mislead

She closed the door
But keeps looking at it
The proposed pledge
Was a lie
I forswear

You misled her with your lies
You misled her with your smile
She had a heart full of desire
Touch it, would you dare

You misled her with your lies
You misled her with your smile
She had a heart full of desire
Now she's gone cause you're vile

Pieces of your polluted breed
Surpass me not
I can breathe
Thrown away
My heart bleeds
Why would you mislead

Cry
Lie
You smile as my soul dies
I cry
But you lie
And you smile as I die

You misled her with your lies
You misled her with your smile
She had a heart full of desire
Touch it, would you dare

You misled her with your lies
You misled her with your smile
She had a heart full of desire
Now she's gone cause you're vile

You kept her waiting
She's been battling
And craving
You left her crying
Kept her waiting
She's been dying
And craving
You left her lying...
You kept her waiting
She's been battling
And craving
You left her crying
Kept her waiting
She's been dying
And craving
You left her lying
On the floor

Daisies
Daisies
Sunny daisies
Beautiful daisies
Smells like daisies
Innocent daisies
Daisies
Track Name: Numb
Rewind the tape
One more time
I'm in a haze
One more time
Lose all faith
Losing ground
One more time

Rewind the tape
One more time
I'm in a haze
One more time
Lose all faith
Losing ground
One more time

Time...

I'm blind
I'm spellbound
Blind
Blind

Twisted
Haunted
Twisted
Haunted
Twisted
Haunted
Twisted
Haunted
Twisted
Haunted
Twisted
Haunted
By your fear
Your fear

Rewind the tape
One more time
I'm in a haze
One more time
Lose all faith
Losing ground
One more time

On this day
I can't stay
On this day
I can't stay
On this day
I can't stay
I can't stay
Stay

Hold me
One more time
Hold me
In your arms
Hold me
One more time
In your arms

Hold me
One more time
Hold me
In your arms
Hold me
One more time
In your arms
Track Name: Labels
Feelings...

Names are simply labels
We don't need them
Feelings are all we need

Everyone has a code
We don't need it
Feelings are all we need

Rid the restrictions in your life for once
Rid the restrictions be free
Rid the restrictions in your life for once
Rid the restrictions love freely

You're my inspiration and love, indeed
Feelings are all we need

You're the life in my dreams
You're the one
You're my feelings
You're the one all I need

You're the one for my heart
You're the hot steam that flows
You're the one for my soul

Rid the restrictions in your life for once
Rid the restrictions be free
Rid the restrictions in your life for once
Rid the restrictions love freely

You're the life in my dreams
You're the one
You're my feelings
You're the one all I need

You're the one for my heart
You're the hot steam that flows
You're the one for my soul
Track Name: War
Neverending war
Close enough to call
Your demons warned
Stay away or be torn

Where are you
Where are you
My love grew
My love grew

Call your angels 'Whores'
When your Demon roars
See when your soul sores
The neverending war

Love, is it
Trust or it be loathing yourself
High, are you
So when you see yourself smiling

Love, is it
Trust or it be loathing yourself
Low, are you
So when you see yourself falling
Track Name: Bitter
Your anger pulled us apart
Your alter ego is a sweetheart
The border you drew between us
The bitter end, it killed us

Your anger pulled us apart
Your alter ego's a sweetheart
The border you drew between us
The bitter end, it killed us

Why I die every night
I cry so deep inside
And you die in my heart
Slowly I smile by your side

Born just for one purpose
With a secret
With a secret
They don't know yet
What they're here for

Why I die every night
I cry so deep inside
And you die in my heart

Why I die every night
I cry so deep inside
And you die in my heart